I dreamed a dream...
5 days ago
1 min read

Content Warning: Pregnancy loss / miscarriage
Pale streamers floated above the room as I dreamed the party had started.
Ribbons on a chair faced a small table.
Every candle waited for the guest of honor we had imagined.
Guests held cups and spoke in whispers.
No one ever came to the door.
At midnight, a sad lullaby played.
Near the cake, I placed a tiny party hat.
Confetti stayed in the bag because the time for throwing it never came.
Yet the room stayed decorated, in hopes of a different ending.
Later, the banner slowly fell and balloons dropped to the floor one by one.
Open windows let in rain.
Still, I saved the decorated chair, unable to put it away.
Soon, morning came, and sadness set in. Worship, my only solace.



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